The One

Day after Day
I wonder if you exist.
From dawn till dusk
You inhabit my thoughts.

Conforming to my mind.
Your shadow a shapeless form.
A ghost.
An idea of perfection.

Flawed!
Reality knocks gently.
You become tangible
not attainable.

My love where are you?
Why do you evade me?
Will I find you?
Am I not worthy?

I feel your radiance.
It gives me strength.
I hear your whisper in the wind
I am lost.

You wax and wane
Fleeting glimpses
In the eyes of imposters
I love you.

I hate you!
Tricked, betrayed and ignored.
You slip out of my grasp.
I cant live without you.

Mind a playground for the enlightened.
Soul Pure,
Love a plenty,
It all Falls short.

Patience the key?
Hope fails me.
Despair consumes me.
Love imprisons me.

Till the end of my days
confined to your majesty,
My mind intact.
My heart in tatters.

Wont you just let me be?
My love turns to indifference.
Let me rest my love
Let me Love you.